just got back...
had quite a nice day out cept for the ending..
went out in mid afternoon.
went to collect a car then drove down to ubi comfort to renew my pdl(yes i dun have a driving license yet)
then went to pick her up and went to far east to look for my shoes..
went to leftfoot and looked around.found a few nice looking pairs of shoes but all no size.. damn it..
then went down to esplanade to have dinner at my humble home.
my bday dinner treat. nice decor and ambience(spelling error).
after that sent her somewhere then went back to millenia walk to meet some ppl. asked bug along cos he know them.
guess wad... 1 of the person was from the next class in my sec sch.. talk abt coincidence.
sat at starbucks for awhile then headed to marina square to get tics for final destination 3.
while waiting played abit of pool.
FD3 was okok with some nude boob scenes and lots of blood and gore..
after that sent bug and my schmate home.
just b4 dropping my schmate off she called and said she needed the car.
shall leave the unimportant parts out but its was a painful ride home..
sitting in the car with the person u like and the guy she is "attached" to..
althought they didnt do anything mushy or wadever while i was there..
it just brought my mood crashing down...
got moody and snappy..
and here i am feeling like crap..

i tink i'll go pay mr absolut a visit again... i wont be the same anymore..
bye all..


pssst absolut apeech + ice apple tea aint that bad..

hmm..
wonder how it will be like later...
going to ubi to get my pdl then going for dinner at esplanade i tink..
anyone wanna watch final destination 3 , jarhead or munich?

its happened again.. same period of the year again..
doesnt anything go for me?
why cant for once something works out for me?
why did this have to happen now of all days?
cant i just enjoy this weekend and then have everything fall on me after that?

gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
this suckssssss

Alcohol in the bottle makes way for sorrow..

been doing some thinking lately and more or less came to a conclusion on certain stuffs..

now if onli i can harden my resolve and do it..

on another note..

MY BIRTHDAY COMING OK!!! THIS FRIDAY!!!! lol

and my tp up next on the 6th haha

ok thats all for now

hmm.. why do i still feel so insecure? i want to believe.. to trust.. but somehow sometimes i keep thinking that something is amiss even with all the assurances..

oh why.. might be transfering my line over to my name, changing to a new plan and getting a new phone if all goes well tml..

dun really feel like blogging much lately nor is there much to blog abt. will try to cut down on the one liners heh

a few interesting dates are coming up soon.

can i have a headcount of the readers here? just posting something under the comments section of this entry would do.. thx :)

make or break..

happy, sad and depressed at the same time... wow..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :PP

cant wait to get out of camp tml!!!!

wheeeeee im so happy :)))))) *grins*

arghh wtf have i done now...

wad i would give to undo it...

i just wanna say im really really sorry.. if u happen to come across this place..

wtf la mother say i too young cannot go wad crap la...
go overseas study for 3yrs can this one 5 days also cannot.. the fuck is wrong??

feeling like shit now la..

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee just got back home.. been out since 10+


went to check out my study stuffs with my family
sis and me wanted to see the aust stuff
spent abt 2hrs there then sent my sis to work
ate lunch with my dad opp. his office then went to help him out
then went out to orchard to catch a movie and stuff.
bought tics at lido and went to crystal jade for dinner
while in there heard the fire alarm go off twice but i didnt tink much of it
just as we were abt to leave she said she smelt smoke but i couldnt see any nor did it seem smoky thru the windows..
but upon coming out fwah!!! super smoky ah!!
quicky moved to the car park to take the lift down cos she has ashma(spellcheck)
later went back up to watch movie.
it was still smoky and smelt really baddd but dunno where it all came from

watched constant gardener.
slow starting but got better towards the end.
mostly talking.
its one of those shows which go into the same category as hotel rwanda and crash although it would be rank last with hotel rwanda at the top. whu wanna watch the other hotel rwanda and crash drop me a msg heh :)

after that walked around lido then headed over to whellock place to buy some stuffs then had a drink outside borders.
sent her off to work and here i am now heee..

and yeah i hope i can go for the trip :))))))))
pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls

just came back from camp awhile ago..
felt listless and depressed the whole day..
why did it have to be like that?
dont know how long more i can keep it up.. with this facade
maybe i should give it some time..

its already 4am and i onli managed 1 hr of sleep so far..
its out in the open already and i wonder how will things be like from now on..

where do we go from here?

didnt go to camp today.

chatted with her in the wee hours of the morning and then slept till i tink it was 12.

my sis ordered pizza hut for lunch then played ranonline for awhile then watched some animes till dinner.
chatted again sometime inbetween.. i so wanna go for the trip but my mother said no last nite..
gonna ask her again later tonite..wish me luck heh.

ok thats all for today.
gonna watch somemore anime and prolly squeeze in some time for greys anatomy

see ya all tml :)

how how..


wad should i do..

Part 2 - Today

Today went to Pasir Ris Camp to help check and repair some weapons to be used in the coming live firing.
Worked in the armskote there. its huge but with onli 1 small measly wall fan at the front blowing at the armskoteman... so it was stuffy with no wind and hot also..got my hands really dirty will all the crap but wasnt that bad actually.spent quite abit of time on the phone which was rather enjoyable althought i couldnt talk much as the workload was rather hectic. was able to hitch a ride out of camp in a van i which i will call "The Sauna Van" due to it being parked in the sun for god knows how long making the insides super-heated!! was dropped off near eastpoint and catched a cab back home. took a bath and messed around with this blog, had dinner, watched 1 episode of greys anatomy and cluster edge. wanted to ask my mother abt my trip but had some exchanges with her so i tink its not a good time to ask after all.. tml hope my boss come back then can ask him whether can take overseas leave heh.. and i hope my mother is in a good mood tml too..

ok off to pack my stuffs for tml and catch up on some sleep..

see ya all soon!





i..miss...

First Entry!! Part 1 - Yesterday

yay my first post!(lame)

lets tee off from yesterday.


woke at at 6am and got ready (blah blah blah use yr imagination and fill in the blanks if u wan to).
left house and proceded to camp(incase u didnt read my intro im currently in ns and at hendon camp).
rather slack day in camp today. went to sof to "molest" 3 m16 and thats all the work that day.
alternated between the workshop and office for naps and reading.
talked on the phone abit. didnt really like the conversation but at least got to talk to her.
just b4 leaving camp as her if she wanna go out for dinner but she say she didnt feel like going out(awww man).
later as i was walking to the bus stop asked her again but still kenna reject..
she called me later while i was on the way home and asked if still wanna go out.. say i tempt her one. talked awhile more on the phone.
went to cut my hair(surprisely i haven cut mine in a few months) coz some guy up there in camp wanted to check hair the next day. after that went home washed up.
she took a cab down, picked me up and went off to parkway for dinner at sakae.walked around together after that.went to hello shop to see the phone i wanted but wasnt on display..wanted to ask the cust. service abt some stuffs but there was a long Q so went off to mph to look around.she bought a book titled sense and sensibility. walked around somemore looking for her watch.
also walked into a few travel shops checking out holiday stuffs. prolly going to hk or thailand 2 weeks from now for a few days though i perfer hk since i just went to thailand 1 or 2 months back. but either way is fine with the company heee:). after that sent her off to work then went home. played alittle on my com then went to zz land.
she called me much much later after she reached home from work and talked abit abt the trip.shortly after hung up and went to sleep!

Introduction!

heyyy everyoneee

new to blogging so yeah heh.

thanks goes out to hui ling aka rina for helping me start out :)
can find her blog at elfiedoggie.blogspot.com (btw elfie is my dogs name and doggie is part of her so called nickname heh)

ok intro myself abit.

turning 22 this coming 24th(hint hint) currently serving ns.

started out at bmt in tekong then went on to a combat unit in the navy.

had an accident there and got downgraded.

went on to attend a armament(weapons) course then went to nee soon driclad/sungei gedong/kranji camp for attachment and now finally "parked" at hendon camp till i ord in aug(yes this coming aug :))

wan to know more abt me just shoot away althought i doubt anyone wants to(know).

u have finally reached the end of my first post and thanks for reading heh :)